Nothing Done

 

I responded to his email on Navy together we served,

Thinking that if I got him to admit to raping me,

That they would have to do something about it,

He straight up admitted to raping me,

He said, “You an ugly woman and I do not know why I even messed with you. Taking a woman is something that I am down with. So you remember how….lol…”

Called NCIS and asked to speak to special agent,

Case was reopened again,

None of this mattered to the Special Agent

Was told we have to investigate you,

Know who all you slept with,

About any other sexual assault reports you have made,

It does not matter what he said in his email,

 

So once again they do nothing about

rape even when they have it in black and white,

Once again, I am told that I am nothing

but an object that deserves to be raped,

So tired,

So enraged,

So hurt,

So betrayed,

So fed up

So sick of, “We do not care.”

So sick of oh you are just a woman.

and well that means that you were born to be raped,

So sick of he had every right to rape you,

So sick of the laws do not apply to you,

So sick of it’s fine that I was emotionally abused, retaliated against, and my career was ruined,

We do not care that the rapist

straight up admitted to raping you.

We do not care that he said, “So

you remember how…lol…taking a

woman is something that

I down with. You are such an

ugly woman I do not even

know why I messed with you.

So sick of the laws and

UCMJ do not apply to me,

But we will protect, promote,

a rapist at all costs and allow

him to rape more women

over and over and over and

over and over again.

Someone tell me where Honor,

Courage, Commitment, Duty,

Country, Shipmate comes into

protecting rapists that commit a heinous crime,

That changes the victim FOREVER!!!

 

 

Reiki Jin Kei Do

Reiki Jin Kei Do is a healing practice that brings wisdom and compassion into the practice. There were several times while I was laying on my Reiki’s Master that I learned to have compassion for myself.  At times, my legs would shake as I was releasing energy and trauma. There were times when I sobbed and she was just there for me. There were times when I was afraid and I was told I was safe, supported, held and to allow whatever happens to just happened.  Another time, after a session, I got into my car, started driving and ended up having to pull over since I had started to feel stick and vomited. I called my Reiki Master and asked her if this was normal. She told me, I had processed a lot of trauma, emotions, and this was my body’s way of getting rid of what I needed to.

 

Reiki is life force energy. Reiki has helped to heal me. This is why I choose to become a Reiki Jin Kei Level 1 and 2 Energy Practitioner. I am wanting to give back to others and help other people to heal.  Please email me, call me, face book me, to make time for your Reiki Jin Kei Do healing session